LOSER

I feel like a loser. Yes, LIKE A LOSER.

I've always tried to be known at school, but now i realize i'm as loser as everyone is. When i was a little bit younger, a lot of people judged me because i only had girl friends, and i still have them. A lot of boys said i was a gay, faggot and all the possible synonyms. This has made me stronger, but I've had very bad moments at school. Thank god of my friends, they helped me a lot. They are sometimes even better than my family. When I have a problem i just have to call my best friend and she makes all my problems disappear. I appreciate her a lot. 

Now a days i still feel like a loser. Couple days ago i met a friend and we took some pictures at the beach. I upload them on facebook but i had to custom my privacy to hide the pictures from my family. I know they will criticize me if they see the pictures. I don't know why i feel insecure about myself. I like the pictures and i'm not embarrassed to show them to people, but with my family its different, i feel insecure and i don't like it. 

I thought i was someone, but i'm just an insecure loser who is afraid of showing himself to his family. Maybe i sometimes look weird, but i'm not gay. And i like the way i am

Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Jd9dfn0Fgc

CAMERON MITHCELL is the one who inspired me for this post and made me see who i am. Thank You.